Tuesday, June 17, 2008

The one that you do from 8 am - 5 pm

I hardly write about my work and stuff. But today, i can't stop my hands from entering this kind of entry in here.

I went and see him early in the morning. He complained that he was unable to access certain things on the new site. So i went up with my decent look and tried my best to explain that he needs to perform another sets of routines in order to access that certain things.

But he, being the most person that would hardly accept any recommendations or suggestions i've ever known, shot me with his so painful bullets. Despite the fact that ive put so much effort to convince him that it was agreed by all parties including him in the specification document that the function works that way, and it would be weird if it happens in his way.

But he, again, the kind of person who would never listen. and it even sickened me that he didnt want to sign the paper that i brought, which he shouldve signed it because that was defined before!! He didnt show any appreciation of what ive done before and instead shooting me blindly without any good basis and reasons. For me, his comments was OK, but he didnt have to be that loud as it was not a serious matter. Its just the friendliness that matters. and i repeat again, He has agreed it before.

I don't know how much longer can i stand this situation and today, for the 120th times, i am still thinking whether should i stay here, and pursue with whatever things which i dont really see any values created out of it yet.

God, give me strength and guidance. i just wish there will be some lights which will direct me on what should i do next ?

13 comments:

Azzril Zolhaili said...

Come and join back your old company with me :) The best ever company for you!

Miss Ilah said...

i wish i could baby :(
but i dont know whether i have enough guts to leave .sob sob

Anonymous said...

y must u stay in petronas babe?slb is much much much more better?just leave!!!!

haneejane said...

HE wont test u if u r not that strong to face it.
Be strong, sis!

elixa said...

Huhu..I dunno what is da best word to say..juz a quote for you ilah..alwiz remember this.."There's a light at the end of the tunnel.." Be strong, be patient & do not give up :) (Yanie)

Miss Ilah said...

anonymous : or is that u izzah? hmm i wish i can go back to my previous company!one thing that i need to do is, just trying out my luck again.

Miss Ilah said...

kak haneem :
yearps i know. in fact this is the second time HE tested me with the same person. i can still stand strong. never bother about him anymore! :) thanks a lot sis for the courage.syg u.

yanie : Thanks so much yanie for the lovely quote.syg u. i know there will be some or perhaps you can be my light in the tunnel? :)

nieja said...

hoho..tukar tempat keje!akkekek..
xpon sabar je..

Anonymous said...

babee..y u leave slb to join petronas?just wondering..hmmmm

mrazz said...

hang on there kak ilah! :)

Miss Ilah said...

nieja : thanks dear. x sure la how to blah! wait and see je lah k

anonymous : hmmmmmm babe, actually i used to eat up all PETRONAS money when i was studying, so they forced me to serve them back. balas budi :-( im a PET scholar huhu. too bad kan? uwaaa

aboy : thanks boboy for the courage :) eh mana i punya banner daa.ha ha ha

Anonymous said...

but babee..u;re first class honor rite..so who cares?hahahahahah! join slb babe!
ahhahahah

Miss Ilah said...

anonymous : i want to join! but dunno which segment. u in slb ke? :-p