Monday, May 31, 2010

Happy birthday!

Happy birthday to all Geminians :-)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Lagenda Budak Setan

I was introduced to this novel by my sister back in 1990s. Can't remember how long it was, but it was totally an unusual affair for me at that time. Knowing myself as not the type of girl who's into Malay novels during the earlier days.

But I admitted that, after reading the whole chapter of this beautiful piece by Ahadiat Akashah, it was truly my first Malay novel I read and cried. :-) to those who haven't tried reading, i suggest for you to look for the book.

Lagenda Budak Setan, the Malay love Epic, almost a fairy tale in reality. If love is pain, then Kasyah and Ayu personifies what painful love is. If love is a dream comes true, then Ayu and Kasyah manifested a very sweet, almost unreal dream.

Quite a surprise when i first saw the trailer and knowing there'll be a movie adaptation of this book. Well, i believe the storyline in the movie was compressed to be shorter than the actual novel. If you want to get more feel, try to read the novel.hehe. i pon dah tak ingat sangat how it ends.

Tak sabar rasanya nak tengok. Quite amaze with the way the trailer is presented with the most touching song for this year. such an angelic voice and it blends very well with the movie. check it out below.

Starry Starry Night.

Dear Diary,

I got little mixed up for the past few weeks. too much pressure coming on me, esp work. I don't know how to cope with it anymore, and i can't be telling too much info over here. the truth is, i feel like changing the environment, and im craving for that. but i dont do much actions from my end yet, which really frustrated my ownself. at one point of time, i feel like quitting, and live my life to be a housewife. but i am not sure that would be the path im planning to take at this junction. seems like a lot of things yet to achieve yet, and at the age of 27, u should still be focusing and charting your career.

when the pressure gets too high, I can turn easily into somebody, moody, and not the usual cheerful myself. and there could be an occasion where i might offend or hurt people around me. my sanity and rationale was not intact. for that, i seek for forgiveness to some of you who might feel offended..

talking about this, it's a bit sad if the purpose of friendship is being judged. maybe it was all rooted by a tense situation, but I am not blaming anyone, and perhaps i was the one who caused the tension. i don't want to force the situation, but my hope is, things will go back the way it used to be :( , back to the state where we could smile and laugh naturally..InsyaAllah

and to end this note, here i am alone in my room. Hubby left to Bintulu again due to work commitments, and hasn't received any calls from him lately ever since he got on board to offshore. pretty weird, perhaps the communication line got cut off again. whatever it is, i'll pray that he'll be safe and hope to hear some news from him soon.:( i hope i could gather all my strengths and patience..

to ease my sorrow for tonight, i looked for a song that can ease and comfort myself. such a nice song from Wali band..enjoy guys..nite2