On Time is Running Out

Not many of us noticed how fast the time flies.

Yesterday it was 2008 and today its 2009.
Yesterday we were laughing happily and today we frown and sad.
Yesterday the sun shone brightly and today the rain is just so impatient to pour.
Yesterday remains as memories and today we'll craft more memories to be cherished in the future.

But many of us may have noticed that when you feel the time is limited, you'll get to see, to feel, to appreciate all the things that you're going to loose. yes, it may break your heart painfully, but always, think carefully before you let go.

time is so cruel, letting all the good things go in a split second.but you can't change the fact that time will continue ticking..So appreciate and cherish whatever you have around you now while you have time before it's too late.

Baby Arissa :-(

i''m missing my baby Arissa..

I'm Yours. . .Mraz ;-)

I bet most of you knew Jason Mraz's made his tour in KL 4th March 09. Well, of course, yours truly made her effort to go there after office with Imee, my colleague and planned to meet up my bro and El, Mimie, Megat and his friend over there.

Mraz was not disappointing us. Even though i didn't know most of his songs, but at least, we can sing along the song Remedy, You and I, Geek in the pink, I'm yours and Lucky. But a little dissapoinment was the duration of the concert. It was too short. It didnt even reach 2 hours. hurmm..

Okay, the best part during the concert was when he was asking the crowd before he sang one of the songs.

"Who here came to this concert with a best friend?"

Then, the crowd was cheering out loud and then he asked again.

"Who here, came to this concert with a best friend, because he/she is crazy in love with the best friend?"

Then the crowd was cheering even louder. So sweet kan ;-) but i couldnt even raise my hand because i came with my siblings. :p they sang the song "Lucky" almost towards the end of the concert. but i hate the Colbie's substitute. rosak lagu je! hurmm..

hehe if only i could meet him in person that night!

anyway, some pictures to share with you during the concert..enjoy k

feeling

Suddenly feel like listening to this song . .

Bunga Citra Lestari - Aku Tak Mau Sendiri

Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku
Kumerasa sepi
Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri disini
Tanpa satu yang pasti

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Chorus:
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang
Kau pilihkan untukku
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Karena ku sepi berada disini
Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri

Tanpa terasa kuteteskan air mata
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi
Kisah dihati

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

the reality

peeps, sorry for allowing cobweb and dust to be all over my blog.uuhuk uhuk *cough*. well, i've decided to remain silent for a while. its not that im running away from the situation, but i just need a very good time of my ownself to reflect back on everything that had happened.

my say, life has to move on. and whatever happens in life and if u are able to face it, it'll make you even stronger than before. i've learnt something during my absence.that no matter how big the problem is, you can't just run. it will not solve. the key word is, talk, discuss, plan and decide. i think that would be the best thing for you to do. but remember, if it involves decision with more than one party, it has to be mutually agreed.

the reason for this post is just to highlight on my comeback. he he he. and also to convey to you that you guys should go and watch the movie Curious case of benjamin button, starred by adorable Pitt and lovely Blanchett, if u havent done so.

It was indeed a very inspiring, well at least, it did bring good impact on myself. knowing me as a soft-hearted (does everyone agree?), this is the second movie that made me dropped my tears in cinema.so embarrasing.:p

there are few take aways (sayings) which i managed to copy from benjamin's diary. i just feel like sharing it out with everyone here. Those are my favourite quotes :)

"You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."

"We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?"

"For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, start whenever you want, you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

All of the above quotes, did teach me on accepting God's will, and to appreciate whatever things that happened surround u, to evaluate the cause and effects properly, to plan ahead based on the evaluation, before you made any decision further. At least,by doing that, you have tried and worked to achieve things that you wanted.

But, if He has planned what's gonna happen in your life, no matter how big your effort is, if He doesnt agree with what you desired, you'll just have to accept it. You'll have to learn to let go.

I admit..letting go is not one of my strengths, especially if you have demanded things that you want to be your way. but i have learnt throughout my silence that, if you keep on letting it to haunt your life, it will keep on hurting u, killing u inside. In my pray, i hope to be the strongest. Even i do believe the strongest have the fatigue moment and needed help, but I'll just have to move on and proceed with my usual life.

Now im starting to believing in how life works. You can travel around the world across the time and universe, but if it meant to be yours, at the end, it'll be yours. So, enjoy life while u can.

Morale of the post is "Go watch Benjamin Button while stocks last. I am willing to be your movie partner coz I'm dying to watch it again even it eats up my 3 hours of my leisure time ;-)"

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ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu

meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku

dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

The bridesmaid story

I spent two days of this week with my best friend, Herlena Shee for her big day. The solemnization was on Friday, 6th Feb 09 and held in her hometown, Seremban.

I've always been impressed with weddings, impressed with how the couples kept their love blooming all the time and ended up with wonderful marriage. The happiness clearly shown on their face during akad, and i am always amazed with the sincerity of the bride and groom's expression. It did touch my heart, and i cried when the groom had successfully done with the solemnization, and from that moment, my best friend, has been legally married to Mr Al Ala Fil. I dont have any pictures yet since i need to copy from most of girl friends. I'll upload as soon as i got from them.

Don't think i never imagine on how my weddings would be. I've always been thinking about that. I want it to be full of love. I want it to be earnest, truthful, and both the bride and groom must enjoy the moment and enter the marriage life with sincerity. I've always dreamt of that. :-(

The reception, was held the next day, 7th Feb 09, and it was beautifully held in Dewan Tun Rahah, KL. From the way i look at it, i would like to extend my greatest "Bravo" wish to her 4 sisters, they are so bonded together and they worked so hard just to ensure her beloved "cheche"'s event run smoothly. All the moments inside the hall was like so memorable, with the songs sang by angelic voice, Zaza and songs that being played, until i cried during the rehearsal when they played that one particular song. :( i'm sorry, its just my mood lately been swinging like crazy. and every little thing surrounded me did bring emotional part of myself. but i tried my best to stay calm and happy on that night.

What was my role? Me being the dearest bridesmaid for the night :) well, lynn i hope i did a great job. It was lovely and i am soo proud to be your bridesmaid. Even though part of my "kain" nearly burned because of the candle on the stage :P. takut giler i buat scene tadi coz kain terkena candle. huhuhuhu. People around me kept saying that if you be the bridesmaid, you're not gonna marry any time soon. Betul ke???

The only pictures that i have are from my sister's and couzy's cameras. Once i obtained all, I'll share again with all of you. At least, i want to showcase how beautiful the bride is, and not to forget the groom :P

To Lynn and Al, Congratulations again. I wish you have wonderful life after this and bring out great and cute kids! Nanti Auntie Ilah bwk jln2. Al, please take care of lynn elok2 ya ;)

p/s: sorry for the bad quality photos. kitorang ambik pakai camera biasa aje. nanti kita collect from photographers yer..

above : bridesmaid pose. mcm tgh tunggu sapa la. :P

Learning to Live Again

I'm learning to breathe the same air that i used to breathe . .

I'm learning to catch back the glimpse of myself which has lost on its way coming back. .

I'm learning to go back to the reality and leave all the fantasy behind. .

I'm learning to let go and let things go on its own way . .

I'm learning to accept the fate determined by Him and be thankful with everything that had happened. .

I'm learning to live again . . .

The story of "Milah"

Introducing... this is my new friend. Her name is "Milah". kekekkeke..comel tak???

A good friend of mine gave it to me few months ago. This friend of mine, however, didnt want the name to be revealed, yet. so i'll keep it discreet for now kay,

As what been said, Milah will always be by my side whenever i feel down. She will be my company through good and bad times..and even if i felt lonely and no one is around, Milah will always be my best friend..

Thanks so much to you, dear..and thanks so much for making me rise again when i was really, really down... and i know, with your wonderful kindness, you're gonna be happy in your life too later..and i'll always be around whenever u need me too ;-)
We'll always be best friends kan??

Nitey nite . . .

Chinese New Year Holiday

Papa and Mummy came all the way from Kota Bharu during CNY holiday. It was fun seeing them after Raya Haji. As usual, mummy cooked for us everyday with our favourite lauk including budu. :P and we had a fun time shopping, karaokeing and gardening together :P
to nieja. sorry la thought u were in ipoh at that time..tok ajok..kikikikik