Happy birthday!

Happy birthday to all Geminians :-)

Lagenda Budak Setan

I was introduced to this novel by my sister back in 1990s. Can't remember how long it was, but it was totally an unusual affair for me at that time. Knowing myself as not the type of girl who's into Malay novels during the earlier days.

But I admitted that, after reading the whole chapter of this beautiful piece by Ahadiat Akashah, it was truly my first Malay novel I read and cried. :-) to those who haven't tried reading, i suggest for you to look for the book.

Lagenda Budak Setan, the Malay love Epic, almost a fairy tale in reality. If love is pain, then Kasyah and Ayu personifies what painful love is. If love is a dream comes true, then Ayu and Kasyah manifested a very sweet, almost unreal dream.

Quite a surprise when i first saw the trailer and knowing there'll be a movie adaptation of this book. Well, i believe the storyline in the movie was compressed to be shorter than the actual novel. If you want to get more feel, try to read the novel.hehe. i pon dah tak ingat sangat how it ends.

Tak sabar rasanya nak tengok. Quite amaze with the way the trailer is presented with the most touching song for this year. such an angelic voice and it blends very well with the movie. check it out below.

Starry Starry Night.

Dear Diary,

I got little mixed up for the past few weeks. too much pressure coming on me, esp work. I don't know how to cope with it anymore, and i can't be telling too much info over here. the truth is, i feel like changing the environment, and im craving for that. but i dont do much actions from my end yet, which really frustrated my ownself. at one point of time, i feel like quitting, and live my life to be a housewife. but i am not sure that would be the path im planning to take at this junction. seems like a lot of things yet to achieve yet, and at the age of 27, u should still be focusing and charting your career.

when the pressure gets too high, I can turn easily into somebody, moody, and not the usual cheerful myself. and there could be an occasion where i might offend or hurt people around me. my sanity and rationale was not intact. for that, i seek for forgiveness to some of you who might feel offended..

talking about this, it's a bit sad if the purpose of friendship is being judged. maybe it was all rooted by a tense situation, but I am not blaming anyone, and perhaps i was the one who caused the tension. i don't want to force the situation, but my hope is, things will go back the way it used to be :( , back to the state where we could smile and laugh naturally..InsyaAllah

and to end this note, here i am alone in my room. Hubby left to Bintulu again due to work commitments, and hasn't received any calls from him lately ever since he got on board to offshore. pretty weird, perhaps the communication line got cut off again. whatever it is, i'll pray that he'll be safe and hope to hear some news from him soon.:( i hope i could gather all my strengths and patience..

to ease my sorrow for tonight, i looked for a song that can ease and comfort myself. such a nice song from Wali band..enjoy guys..nite2

for the sake of love.

currently listening. yeah, lagu lama. tapi Lagu ini bagus bangat ya ;-)
nyanyian Kerispatih

Maaf.. ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku,
dan kubawa kau s'perti diriku

Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta

Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Jujur, aku tak kuasa,
saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi,
kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan.. kisah cinta kita selamanya

beyoga. mind.body.soul.

Any of you girlfriends (only) interested to be my Yoga Buddy on weekends?

The sanctuary is located at Metropolitan Square, and the fee for weekends only is only RM100. You can have unlimited access to various Yoga/Pilates classes during weekends for only 100 bucks.

For more information, please refer to http://www.beyoga.my

Here are some benefits of practicising Yoga

(source :http://ezinearticles.com/?The-Benefit-of-Yoga&id=27952)

Yoga improves your flexibility.

It helps to improve your balance.

It tones your muscles.

It helps to increase your level of energy.

Yoga helps promote a sense of relaxation.

soo...Anyone???

*Two Thousand Nine*

Hello April,

It's been 4 months since we entered 2010, and this marks 4 months i've been in the marriage life. Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life..

We've all known this fact, so you must never miss the opportunity to tell all of these people, how much they mean to you. Apa artinya aku tanpa kalian. he he .

I've been meaning to write this entry since then..to welcome 2010, to welcome new life, and new journey. I must admit, for me to sail through the coming chapters in life, I still need my lovely people surrounding me, and over here I'd want to convey how much i cherish most of you for always being around me..

Recapping 2009, many remarkable events happened in everyone's life. .which i feel like listing some of em below.Sorry kalau i ada termiss any important event, if you found any, pls remind me.

February 2009

The month my best friend became Al Ala Fil's soul partner.

May 2009

The month my other best friend ended his single life. (Sorry takde gambar)

and also..

The month when me and my girls went for an amazing trip to Jakarta together (Rinduuunyaaaa,,, Ke sana lagi Yuk!)

June 2009

The month my lovely and cheeky niece came to the earth, Qaseh Mia Irdeena. Qaseh is now a big girl..:)

and not forgetting..

The month Lola was brought to home..:D

October 2009

The month my best friend finally locked Maliki in her heart.

November 2009

The month Allah has blessed our family again with Mummy's and Papa's 2nd grandson, Ezran Khaleef.

December 2009

The month my best friend finally tied the knot with her knight in shining armor, Rahman

and last but not least.. the month i became the bride, and married to Azzril Zolhaili.

Hope I will be blessed in everything that I do for this year..

. . .

sekadar gambar hiasan :P

We walked again
in the midst of roadworks
and clamour. You, ill with
virus and fever in the strong light

Our fingers touched
again and again and in
the end you held them

I feel my heart sing.

Quoted from "The Book of Sins"

What do you want me to write in my blog?

Apa agak2nya ya??

Well, i've already had some ideas in the pipeline..perhaps i'll be updating some this weekend. Hopefully :-)

and yes.. I'm still alive :)

Surprise....

O' dear.

Not sure how many comebacks i've made in my very own blog. i am terribly sorry if i did promise some of you to provide some updates on certain stuffs, but one thing for sure is that, i' shall not be writing as regular as before. i had greater commitments in real world as compared to the virtual world (minus the fact that i work with computers and virtual world 8-5 monday to friday). lame excuse, but i guess that's the only reason i have in mind. So, my promise to you, i'll try to keep you updated on whatever postings which i love to share, whenever i really have time.

Loads of things happened from November 09 to date. there were times when i felt i was at the loose edge, due to various factors. personal.career.conflicts.etc. then as normal human being, we'll get up again, and try hard to move on.

The biggest turning point was of course the change of my status, from a girl to a woman, an event which has turned my life to a remarkable degree, in which to be exact, from 'single' to 'married', the one and only career that requires lifetime commitment ;-)

well, i don't intend to blab so much in this post. the initial intention was just a brief & short. I will tell more stories in the next one.

and to conclude, yes, i am still alive and kicking. i am still the same Ilah as before. no matter how life has turned me, it has always been the same me. life is always unpredictable. but if you're intelligent enough to handle it, you'll go through it. see you in the next post dear.*hugs*

why can't i have more time in this world??

too many things happened recently. i miss expressing everything in this blog. :( gonna make a comeback soon.