Saturday, July 25, 2009

jangan kau menangis~

taking a break from my work, i found a malay version of don't sleep away the night by the original singer daniel sahuleka
well the lyrics is so sad ... :-(


Malam ini kau bersamaku
Malam ini kupelukmu mesra
Betapa pilu terasa dihati
Kaupun menangis sedih
Sayangku.. cintaku untukmu
Jangan kau menangis sayangku
Hapuskanlah airmatamu
Ku tak ingin malam ini kau bersedih
Cintaku setulus hati
Oh.. sayangku..
Harus kau terima perpisahan ini
Walau sejuta duka dihati
Aku pergi dan kembali lagi
Doakanlah daku pergi
Oh sayangku..Oh cintaku..Oh.. untukmu..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Lost :-(

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through'
Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear the thoughtI said,
babe, you're not lost............

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Happy Birthday to Ilah ;-)


07.06.2009


Happy Birthday to myself, Ilah, Nabilah, Siti, Bella, Nab, Nabs, Nebby, Sit, Melah, Mek Lah or any other names which have been addressed by others. Regardless on what they called me, I am still the same me, untili today. For that, I thank God for His blessings on letting me to still live and breathe in this wonderful world at the age of 26. Alhamdulillah :-)

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Remember those days?

Dear diary,

Yesterday when I was roaming unnecessarily at the mall, suddenly i just realized i ended up at the kids' toys section. Being there alone, it does reminisces my childhood memories, especially when i stumbled upon looking at wonderful and latest collection of Barbie dolls.

Do you know that i used to be a fan of Barbie dolls? i think this is the only thing i forgot to mention in my old diary :) As far as i remember, i have collected around 30+ barbie, then at the age of 14 years old, i stopped buying it.Probably I have sworn to myself that when the day came, i would stop involving myself with all those kids stuff. Lambat gila kan matured. ha ha ha

I still remember what was it like when we played our dolls. My big sister, Et was not inclined into those stuff, so the only sibling left to play with was Mimie. Mimie has a huge collection of Barbie as me, but knowing her, she hardly took care of the dolls. I kept all my dolls in a cabinet in my parents' room, whilst Mimie put in a big black plastic trash bag .ha ha. no offence ya borak :) So, on one fine evening, my maid, who was happened to tidying up Mimie's room at time, mistakenly thought that the plastic bag contained trash. So she took it, and burnt it, together with other trashes. There goes the full set of Mimie's barbie dolls..sob sob kesiannnnn..:p

So, Mimie had to start collecting again, while i still had mine. While she began collecting, i lent her some of my dolls. When we played, we will have full set of Barbie stuffs, ranging from the clothings, combs, shoes, and not to mention on the furniture sets, living room, dining room, kitchen. We even had a camping set. So there was a time when our Barbie scene getting bored, we set a scene on Barbie & friends went on a camping. :p

kikikiki.. I giggled when I remember how sweet the moment was. Especially when we made a scene where Barbie needs to have a boyfriend. Our problem was, we did not have Ken's dolls. So we just used the 'cheap' Ken and rotate it among the dolls.

Until now, I still keep my first Barbie doll. She was plain and ordinary. She wore pink ruffles dress, and tied hair. her skin was a little bit dark, Chindian barbie maybe :-p

My last barbie doll was Jewel hair mermaid barbie. It was a gift from my mom's friend. and can u imagine, the barbie was still sealed in the box. i haven't unsealed the package. she has the longest hair with gold costume. If you wanna see the picture of it, see below.

I really miss those childhood moments. Well, Barbie is just a part of it. I still keep my Barbie dolls in a proper place. I love all of them, probably its time for me to give away, possibly to my future daughters soon :-)

To my lovely siblings, Keyoe, Et, Mat and Mimie, this post is actually dedicate to all of you. I wanted to tell the whole world how much I miss our childhood times and how much I am blessed have wonderful siblings..;-)

cheers, hugs n kisses,
ilah

What I Want for My B'day #4


Actually, I am still deciding on which one should i choose? Whether its Flora by Gucci or Paul Smith Floral. hmm..both are floral scents. but i think i'd prefer Paul smith Floral, as it smells nicer and softer. plus it is EDP. can last longer.
or can i have both...?? :-p

What I Want for My B'day #3


"Mannequin Jewellery Holder".
I don't know whats the name of this stuff. I guess its just a Jewellery holder. kat atas tu i just reka2 je.
I don't have a proper place to store my necklaces. so i guess this is the perfect for all my necklaces. kan?? hehehe Kat Ikano ada jual ;-)
any designs are acceptable..but the mannequin dress have to be glamor sikit k.
pleaseeeeeeee???? :-)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Yet Another trip . .:p

from left : ilah, elina, mimie, kak zt

It's guessing time again! ;-) Siapa boleh teka kite pegi mana cuti-cuti hari tu .
Will update soon he he he
guess first...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

What I Want for My B'day #2


Some of you might know that i am a lingerie-freak. Anyway, Triumph has come out with amazing designs which nearly locked up me for few hours around its area in the department store. hmm..so is anyone of you kind enough to give me one of those wonderful pieces? :-p

Thank you very much
xoxo :X
Disclaimer : picture above is just for illustration.

What I Want for My B'day #1


Ehem..this is my very first wish list. Been wanting to have a white Persian cat for ages. :-)
Can't wait to have one. This actually has been booked. kikiki.Nanti i announce who's the lucky winner.
Anyway, mummy did not really agree with the idea of me owning a pet. dia cakap after one month bulu dah takde..isk..i'll try my best to take care of her.
cheers. :X