Kadang Kadang Kan . .

Kadang Kadang kan.. Saya rindu lah kat saya yang dulu :-)

meaning..saya yang chubby and short hair..betul lah orang cakap.manusia ni tak pernah nak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. whatever it is, i am happy with i am now. cuma kadang2 rindu aje he he he

gambar ni masa raya 2008. ada one of my friend tu.cakap gambar saya pakai baju ni nampak macam saya baru lepas telan kambing seekor. isk isk..jahat betul la :-p

saya betul-betul rindu this moment...

It's Saturday :-)

My big preggy sister and hubby spent their blessed long weekend in KL. So today, we went for a little shopping spree since my baby's birthday party is coming soon :-)

Hm..dunno lah lately been talking and posting too much of my baby Arissa. maybe dah kempunan nak ada baby girl kot.Sorry yer~ some more i am expecting my first lil niece this coming June. Hopefully, her birthday will somewhat fall on the same day or near my birthday.

We went for Sunway Pyramid to shop for arissa's bday gift, this was my first time going there after the opening of new wing/block. Such a shame, isnt't it? I memang occassionally je go to that area, this afternoon pon we went there since we had late lunch at Nasi Ayam Kg Hassan. and since Charles&Keith is having its opening on 1st of May, just thought of dropping by a little while to visit my two cousins ni kikiki. and at the end, i ended up spending one shoes, but of course, for work purpose k..but seriously, lately i think i've been spending too much on shoes and clothes. i better start watching before my old habit datang balik.

To Teh, if you want to take a look at the dress that i bought for Arissa, i am posting it below. Sorry for the bad quality pix. Can't wait to see my baby tomato in this dress

Nite, xoxo

Disappear

When i started feeling less appreciated by people, i'll disappear. ;-)

The vow

Yesterday when i was in Kuantan I watched again the movie "Norbit" and came across the beautiful vow made by Norbit to Kate (his childhood love) during attending her wedding rehearsal.

When Kate asked Norbit on what would he say to her as a vow if he were to marry her, then sweet Norbit's saying goes

"I guess I would say, I think about you all day long. And when I'm not near you, all I think about is being near you. And when you are near me, I feel like I'm at peace with the whole world. I know that...I know I'll never have to ask God for anything 'cause, as long as I have you in my life, I got everything I ever wanted. And the only thing I really wanna do is just spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you've made me. Because I love you. I love you."

So beautiful, isn't it? ;)

Love It!

this was taken during Cameron Highlands trip. not sure who was the photographer. thanks much
from left : me, baby arissa, teh

nanti i update pasal Cameron k

On Time is Running Out

Not many of us noticed how fast the time flies.

Yesterday it was 2008 and today its 2009.
Yesterday we were laughing happily and today we frown and sad.
Yesterday the sun shone brightly and today the rain is just so impatient to pour.
Yesterday remains as memories and today we'll craft more memories to be cherished in the future.

But many of us may have noticed that when you feel the time is limited, you'll get to see, to feel, to appreciate all the things that you're going to loose. yes, it may break your heart painfully, but always, think carefully before you let go.

time is so cruel, letting all the good things go in a split second.but you can't change the fact that time will continue ticking..So appreciate and cherish whatever you have around you now while you have time before it's too late.

Baby Arissa :-(

i''m missing my baby Arissa..

I'm Yours. . .Mraz ;-)

I bet most of you knew Jason Mraz's made his tour in KL 4th March 09. Well, of course, yours truly made her effort to go there after office with Imee, my colleague and planned to meet up my bro and El, Mimie, Megat and his friend over there.

Mraz was not disappointing us. Even though i didn't know most of his songs, but at least, we can sing along the song Remedy, You and I, Geek in the pink, I'm yours and Lucky. But a little dissapoinment was the duration of the concert. It was too short. It didnt even reach 2 hours. hurmm..

Okay, the best part during the concert was when he was asking the crowd before he sang one of the songs.

"Who here came to this concert with a best friend?"

Then, the crowd was cheering out loud and then he asked again.

"Who here, came to this concert with a best friend, because he/she is crazy in love with the best friend?"

Then the crowd was cheering even louder. So sweet kan ;-) but i couldnt even raise my hand because i came with my siblings. :p they sang the song "Lucky" almost towards the end of the concert. but i hate the Colbie's substitute. rosak lagu je! hurmm..

hehe if only i could meet him in person that night!

anyway, some pictures to share with you during the concert..enjoy k

feeling

Suddenly feel like listening to this song . .

Bunga Citra Lestari - Aku Tak Mau Sendiri

Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku
Kumerasa sepi
Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri disini
Tanpa satu yang pasti

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Chorus:
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang
Kau pilihkan untukku
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Karena ku sepi berada disini
Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri

Tanpa terasa kuteteskan air mata
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi
Kisah dihati

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

the reality

peeps, sorry for allowing cobweb and dust to be all over my blog.uuhuk uhuk *cough*. well, i've decided to remain silent for a while. its not that im running away from the situation, but i just need a very good time of my ownself to reflect back on everything that had happened.

my say, life has to move on. and whatever happens in life and if u are able to face it, it'll make you even stronger than before. i've learnt something during my absence.that no matter how big the problem is, you can't just run. it will not solve. the key word is, talk, discuss, plan and decide. i think that would be the best thing for you to do. but remember, if it involves decision with more than one party, it has to be mutually agreed.

the reason for this post is just to highlight on my comeback. he he he. and also to convey to you that you guys should go and watch the movie Curious case of benjamin button, starred by adorable Pitt and lovely Blanchett, if u havent done so.

It was indeed a very inspiring, well at least, it did bring good impact on myself. knowing me as a soft-hearted (does everyone agree?), this is the second movie that made me dropped my tears in cinema.so embarrasing.:p

there are few take aways (sayings) which i managed to copy from benjamin's diary. i just feel like sharing it out with everyone here. Those are my favourite quotes :)

"You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."

"We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?"

"For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, start whenever you want, you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

All of the above quotes, did teach me on accepting God's will, and to appreciate whatever things that happened surround u, to evaluate the cause and effects properly, to plan ahead based on the evaluation, before you made any decision further. At least,by doing that, you have tried and worked to achieve things that you wanted.

But, if He has planned what's gonna happen in your life, no matter how big your effort is, if He doesnt agree with what you desired, you'll just have to accept it. You'll have to learn to let go.

I admit..letting go is not one of my strengths, especially if you have demanded things that you want to be your way. but i have learnt throughout my silence that, if you keep on letting it to haunt your life, it will keep on hurting u, killing u inside. In my pray, i hope to be the strongest. Even i do believe the strongest have the fatigue moment and needed help, but I'll just have to move on and proceed with my usual life.

Now im starting to believing in how life works. You can travel around the world across the time and universe, but if it meant to be yours, at the end, it'll be yours. So, enjoy life while u can.

Morale of the post is "Go watch Benjamin Button while stocks last. I am willing to be your movie partner coz I'm dying to watch it again even it eats up my 3 hours of my leisure time ;-)"