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Birthday Wish List..(Datang lagi) :P

2010-06-05T02:37:00.007+08:00

COUNTING DOWN...Two more days to my birthday!! oh ya, as usual, i'll have my own wish list for my birthday present!! :0

disclaimer: illustration below is just my wish..not a hint to anyone.. :)

Netbook

I want a personal laptop. I can't be utilizing my office laptop for personal surfing that is so wrong.. :) Dell Netbook will suit me, its tiny and light, i can even carry it in my handbag hehe!

L'occitane Almond Supple Skin Oil

I was introduced to this lovely mist by my dearly best friend Iman. (blame you for this darl! :P) hmm.. the scent is mesmerizing, and it stays even after u shower.and the best thing is it sticks to your shirt. :-)

Thomas Sabo!

Any item from Thomas Sabo would be a bless to me. :-) especially the charms/pendants. empty bracelet without charm pon okay. semua pon okay................(demand betul hehhehhe)

Lingeries,,:)

Lingeries freak like me would be so happy to receive any items from La Senza/Blush/Wacoal/., but i do think that lingeries in Cotton On are not bad and comfy to be worn. Plus its affordable! Topshop/Dorothy Perkins pon cantik!!

Belanja makan

Ini hadiah paling best. kat mana2 pon okay...:) hehehe

hmm..kalau ada lagi, i continue lagi k?? nite dears..

Tradisi Turun Temurun :)

2010-06-02T23:25:00.006+08:00

Mesti ada orang pelik with the title above. :-) Actually, i felt like posting this since last week. but tak ada masa. So am taking a little off time from my busy schedule( busy la sgt) to share with you on this.

Just very recently, I found that a cousin of mine, Syabila a.k.a Baby, has a diary on her own. Baby is now on Standard 3. The funniest part is that, my couz, Nieja told me that before she actually wrote the diary, she asked "Kak Nieja, betul ke K ilah tulis dlm diary dia yg dia x suka Abg Mat and Kak Mimie" hahahaha. i think she just tried to get some ideas what to write in her diary.

And the second funny part is, i asked her to get the diary so i can read. then dia dengan senangnya cakap, "tunggu jap". Hehe knowing me as an evil couz, i took the snapshot of that diary. Enjoy ~ :)

This is what she wrote :

Hari ini saya pergi por dickson dengan keluarga. Saya pergi por dickson kerana ayah saya ada kursus.
Andai nak tahu tak yang saya tak suka dalam family saya?
Abang saya yang saya tak suka

:P. continue below.....

Cuba awak teka kenapa saya tak suka abang saya? Saya tak suka abang saya sebab abang saya suka marah dekat saya. Kadang2 abang saya membeli pistol. Abang tembak saya dengan pistol dia. Hah! Itula saya benci dekat abang saya. Kadang2 baik kadang2 jahat.

Hahaha. kelakar betul baby ni :P this reminds me when i was little. masih ingat tak entry saya pasal diary saya dulu. How i miss that :) . and what made me laugh was she actually wrote the reason why she dislike her brother. , just like what i've written in my little diary. ha ha ha. Diary dia ada 2 pages je setakat ni.

hehe, Takkan la penulisan diary ni dah jadi tradisi turun temurun kot? :P

2010-06-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

I wanted to writr sthing but too sleepy! :-)

Happy birthday!

2010-05-31T00:50:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to all Geminians :-)

Lagenda Budak Setan

2010-05-27T01:00:00.005+08:00

I was introduced to this novel by my sister back in 1990s. Can't remember how long it was, but it was totally an unusual affair for me at that time. Knowing myself as not the type of girl who's into Malay novels during the earlier days.

But I admitted that, after reading the whole chapter of this beautiful piece by Ahadiat Akashah, it was truly my first Malay novel I read and cried. :-) to those who haven't tried reading, i suggest for you to look for the book.

Lagenda Budak Setan, the Malay love Epic, almost a fairy tale in reality. If love is pain, then Kasyah and Ayu personifies what painful love is. If love is a dream comes true, then Ayu and Kasyah manifested a very sweet, almost unreal dream.

Quite a surprise when i first saw the trailer and knowing there'll be a movie adaptation of this book. Well, i believe the storyline in the movie was compressed to be shorter than the actual novel. If you want to get more feel, try to read the novel.hehe. i pon dah tak ingat sangat how it ends.

Tak sabar rasanya nak tengok. Quite amaze with the way the trailer is presented with the most touching song for this year. such an angelic voice and it blends very well with the movie. check it out below.

Starry Starry Night.

2010-05-27T00:34:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

I got little mixed up for the past few weeks. too much pressure coming on me, esp work. I don't know how to cope with it anymore, and i can't be telling too much info over here. the truth is, i feel like changing the environment, and im craving for that. but i dont do much actions from my end yet, which really frustrated my ownself. at one point of time, i feel like quitting, and live my life to be a housewife. but i am not sure that would be the path im planning to take at this junction. seems like a lot of things yet to achieve yet, and at the age of 27, u should still be focusing and charting your career.

when the pressure gets too high, I can turn easily into somebody, moody, and not the usual cheerful myself. and there could be an occasion where i might offend or hurt people around me. my sanity and rationale was not intact. for that, i seek for forgiveness to some of you who might feel offended..

talking about this, it's a bit sad if the purpose of friendship is being judged. maybe it was all rooted by a tense situation, but I am not blaming anyone, and perhaps i was the one who caused the tension. i don't want to force the situation, but my hope is, things will go back the way it used to be :( , back to the state where we could smile and laugh naturally..InsyaAllah

and to end this note, here i am alone in my room. Hubby left to Bintulu again due to work commitments, and hasn't received any calls from him lately ever since he got on board to offshore. pretty weird, perhaps the communication line got cut off again. whatever it is, i'll pray that he'll be safe and hope to hear some news from him soon.:( i hope i could gather all my strengths and patience..

to ease my sorrow for tonight, i looked for a song that can ease and comfort myself. such a nice song from Wali band..enjoy guys..nite2

for the sake of love.

2010-04-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

currently listening. yeah, lagu lama. tapi Lagu ini bagus bangat ya ;-)
nyanyian Kerispatih

Maaf.. ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku,
dan kubawa kau s'perti diriku

Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta

Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Jujur, aku tak kuasa,
saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi,
kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan.. kisah cinta kita selamanya

beyoga. mind.body.soul.

2010-04-30T01:03:00.009+08:00

Any of you girlfriends (only) interested to be my Yoga Buddy on weekends?

The sanctuary is located at Metropolitan Square, and the fee for weekends only is only RM100. You can have unlimited access to various Yoga/Pilates classes during weekends for only 100 bucks.

For more information, please refer to http://www.beyoga.my

Here are some benefits of practicising Yoga

(source :http://ezinearticles.com/?The-Benefit-of-Yoga&id=27952)

Yoga improves your flexibility.

It helps to improve your balance.

It tones your muscles.

It helps to increase your level of energy.

Yoga helps promote a sense of relaxation.

soo...Anyone???

Two Thousand Nine

2010-04-18T18:21:00.013+08:00

Hello April,

It's been 4 months since we entered 2010, and this marks 4 months i've been in the marriage life. Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life..

We've all known this fact, so you must never miss the opportunity to tell all of these people, how much they mean to you. Apa artinya aku tanpa kalian. he he .

I've been meaning to write this entry since then..to welcome 2010, to welcome new life, and new journey. I must admit, for me to sail through the coming chapters in life, I still need my lovely people surrounding me, and over here I'd want to convey how much i cherish most of you for always being around me..

Recapping 2009, many remarkable events happened in everyone's life. .which i feel like listing some of em below.Sorry kalau i ada termiss any important event, if you found any, pls remind me.

February 2009

The month my best friend became Al Ala Fil's soul partner.

May 2009

The month my other best friend ended his single life. (Sorry takde gambar)

and also..

The month when me and my girls went for an amazing trip to Jakarta together (Rinduuunyaaaa,,, Ke sana lagi Yuk!)

June 2009

The month my lovely and cheeky niece came to the earth, Qaseh Mia Irdeena. Qaseh is now a big girl..:)

and not forgetting..

The month Lola was brought to home..:D

October 2009

The month my best friend finally locked Maliki in her heart.

November 2009

The month Allah has blessed our family again with Mummy's and Papa's 2nd grandson, Ezran Khaleef.

December 2009

The month my best friend finally tied the knot with her knight in shining armor, Rahman

and last but not least.. the month i became the bride, and married to Azzril Zolhaili.

Hope I will be blessed in everything that I do for this year..

. . .

2010-04-18T17:31:00.010+08:00

sekadar gambar hiasan :P

We walked again
in the midst of roadworks
and clamour. You, ill with
virus and fever in the strong light

Our fingers touched
again and again and in
the end you held them

I feel my heart sing.

Quoted from "The Book of Sins"

What do you want me to write in my blog?

2010-04-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

Apa agak2nya ya??

Well, i've already had some ideas in the pipeline..perhaps i'll be updating some this weekend. Hopefully :-)

and yes.. I'm still alive :)

2010-03-10T00:21:00.005+08:00

Surprise....

O' dear.

Not sure how many comebacks i've made in my very own blog. i am terribly sorry if i did promise some of you to provide some updates on certain stuffs, but one thing for sure is that, i' shall not be writing as regular as before. i had greater commitments in real world as compared to the virtual world (minus the fact that i work with computers and virtual world 8-5 monday to friday). lame excuse, but i guess that's the only reason i have in mind. So, my promise to you, i'll try to keep you updated on whatever postings which i love to share, whenever i really have time.

Loads of things happened from November 09 to date. there were times when i felt i was at the loose edge, due to various factors. personal.career.conflicts.etc. then as normal human being, we'll get up again, and try hard to move on.

The biggest turning point was of course the change of my status, from a girl to a woman, an event which has turned my life to a remarkable degree, in which to be exact, from 'single' to 'married', the one and only career that requires lifetime commitment ;-)

well, i don't intend to blab so much in this post. the initial intention was just a brief & short. I will tell more stories in the next one.

and to conclude, yes, i am still alive and kicking. i am still the same Ilah as before. no matter how life has turned me, it has always been the same me. life is always unpredictable. but if you're intelligent enough to handle it, you'll go through it. see you in the next post dear.*hugs*

why can't i have more time in this world??

2009-11-04T01:32:00.001+08:00

too many things happened recently. i miss expressing everything in this blog. :( gonna make a comeback soon.

It's the 'Raya Routine' that i miss ~ ;-)

2009-09-19T09:48:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of Ramadhan. It is such a sad moment that Ramadhan is leaving us so soon. Can't believe how fast time flies. I've set in mind earlier that i'd like to post something before i actually go off for Hari Raya leave.

This year its gonna be different, we going to celebrate this festive with two new members in the family, El, my sister in law and my beautiful niece, Qaseh. I'm glad and proud to be born as Kelantanese. knowing that the celebration there will be as joyful as always, the traditions have never faded. I'd like to share with all of you on how raya actually went for our family..

Malam raya, would be the most awaited moment. On that night alone, most of my uncles and aunties from various states will arrive, and all the couzies will be busy playing with the firecrackers. And malam tu jugak lah, baru la my mom, my aunts, kalut2 nak kemas rumah..nak ambik baju raya from tailor.. hi hi, i miss those moment. and yang paling my mom marah, if on that night itself, me and my cousin mirna baru nak start buat kuih raya. (cornflake madu je, picked the easiest one) kah kah kah. It has always been a trend, that we will sleep close to 5 am on malam raya. biasa lah, bila jumpa all the relatives, kelab ketupat will be officially launched again :p

Next day, the most peaceful morning, each of us would be awaken around approximately 7 am, by the sound of banging on our door. That would be our beloved father,a.ka Tn Haji (;p) waking us up for Solat Hari Raya and the trend has been like that since I was little kid, i guess. hi hi. The advantage would be to those yang uzur, hehe, tak payah siap cepat2..

Our open house will be held on the third day. My mom would prepare her best dish for the open house, and on this particular event itself, i think i can gain more than 2 kgs immediately. scary..ni yang kena ambik herbalife balik ni. and the fourth day would be filled by visiting uncles, relatives's house etc. time ni makan giler banyak lagi..adoiii...

Well, let's see if this routine is gonna be repeated this year. I'll tell you once this week is over, k ;-)

I am actually writing this post in conjuction with reminiscing our late datuk and nenek, my late uncles (dad's side), Muhaimi Abas, Mohd Khairuddin Ab Rahman as well as my late uncle and his wife (mum's side), Azlan Shah Mamat and Siti Hasmah who have left us for the past few years. Your absence in this world are truly felt by all of us. Your soul are still warm in our heart and will always be, especially during this blessed Syawal, and we shall never forget you..May Allah bless you and rest in peace.

To the rest, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, and saya nak mintak maaf banyak2 andai kata ada salah dan silap, humans are not perfect, we can't run away from mistakes. So, 0-0 lah yer ;-)

:~~(

2009-09-12T00:36:00.001+08:00

My Qaseh ..

2009-09-09T23:51:00.006+08:00

a picture of qaseh on the first day she came to the earth. Welcome to the earth baby..;-) love you sooo much

i may have promised some of you to share the pics of my first and foremost cutest creature, my one and only niece thus far, Qaseh Mia Irdeena bt Nazarudin, daugter of my elder sister, Et and her hubby, Naza.
She was born on 12th June 09, 11.02 A.M, 5 days after my birthday. boleh celebrate birthday sama2 :-)

ndek...i miss Qaseh already

above: qaseh with mummy

above: qaseh on the way for injection . cian "acheh" :p

above: qaseh doing her pose ;-)

above: qaseh with tanter ilah

i got no title for this post.

2009-09-09T23:40:00.008+08:00

i am deeply hurt over what had happened for the last two days

i am a normal human being, whose feeling need to be taken care, if not as a whole, at least, a little mercy and piece of comfort would be sufficient.

i seek for His blessings to always calm me down, not to turn me into a bad girl, not to let me to live with such weird feelings, :-(

i'll always pray for it happiness.

InsyaAllah.

Bagiku, Sungai Nil dan Mesir itu jodoh...

2009-09-06T16:40:00.006+08:00

I was on a business trip for the last two weeks, been wanting to write this post since then, but knowing the limited time that i have in my hand, always hindering me from posting sthing in my blog.

masa duduk dalam bilik and takde apa nak buat, the only thing that i could do was to watch tv show. luckily tv3 rerun the indonesia movie ayat-ayat cinta. i thought all these while movie ni macam movie biasa, or another boring movie, coz masa tengok last time i watched it in the middle. but i do heard from few friends that it was the best romantic islamic movie by Indonesia.

Saya akui, it is indeed a novel and film which made me realize how close the relationship between humans and the Creator. cukup berlinangan and memberi impak..

Cerita ini buat saya terfikir..bahawa sesungguhnya antara saya - kamu - mereka dan TUHAN yang mengikatnya adalah CINTA. Dan erti sesungguhnya tentang CINTA adalah ikhlas dan sabar.Itu saja.

Bahawa apapun dan bagaimanapun sebuah ketulusan akan diuji. Dan melalui kesabaran hingga pada suatu titik keikhlasan yang datang dari hati - maka seketika segalanya akan dimudahkan oleh Nya.

Berbahas tentang JODOH...
Bahawa sesungguhnya setiap manusia telah ada jodohnya masing-masing. Yang paling menggetarkan adalah di mana ketika kita dihadapkan terhadap dua pilihan untuk harus melepaskan orang yang kita cintai kerana ada hal lain yang lebih penting untuk dipertahankan.. atau merelakan orang yang kita cintai untuk menjadi milik orang lain.

Cinta - tidak semuanya harus saling memiliki. Ketika kita sedar antara cinta dan obsesi sebuah rasa untuk memiliki adalah dua hal yang berbeza maka disanalah ilmu ikhlas dan sabar berperanan penuh.

Semuanya yang berliku kerana di sanalah art of life, sebagaimana kita berserah dan sebagaimana kita memohon pada Yang Maha Esa maka sebegitu jualah yang akan di Beri. Sekali lagi cinta adalah Ikhlas dan sabar. Untuk siapapun itu Sang Pencipta, ibu bapa ,keluarga, sahabat, dan pasangan jiwa.

Saya jatuh cinta dengan ungkapan Maria dan Fahri in that movie...

“Kamu percaya pada jodoh Fahri?”

“Ya, setiap orang memiliki…”

“…jodohnya masing-masing. Itu yang selalu kamu bilang. Aku rasa Sungai Nil dan Mesir, itu jodoh. Senang ya, kalau kita bisa bertemu dengan jodoh yang diberikan Tuhan dari langit.”

“Bukan dari langit Maria, tapi dari hati…dekat sekali.”

such a wonderful script written by the writer and made me think deep...

Sempena Ramadan yang mulia ini, i hope it is not too late for me to apologize to all for any of my wrong doings throughout the years you've known me , which might unintentionally hurt any of you.

Happy blessed Ramadan.. Semoga di bulan yang mulia ini kita dapat mencari keberkatan.

Amin.

jangan kau menangis~

2009-07-25T21:15:00.003+08:00

taking a break from my work, i found a malay version of don't sleep away the night by the original singer daniel sahuleka
well the lyrics is so sad ... :-(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQGZgXzEoCs

Malam ini kau bersamaku

Malam ini kupelukmu mesra

Betapa pilu terasa dihati

Kaupun menangis sedih

Sayangku.. cintaku untukmu
Jangan kau menangis sayangku

Hapuskanlah airmatamu

Ku tak ingin malam ini kau bersedih

Cintaku setulus hati

Oh.. sayangku..
Harus kau terima perpisahan ini

Walau sejuta duka dihati

Aku pergi dan kembali lagi

Doakanlah daku pergi

Oh sayangku..Oh cintaku..Oh.. untukmu..

Lost :-(

2009-06-18T22:33:00.001+08:00

'Cause you are not alone

I'm always there with you

And we'll get lost together

Till the light comes pouring through'

Cause when you feel like you're done

And the darkness has won

Babe, you're not lost

When your worlds crashing down

And you can't bear the thoughtI said,

babe, you're not lost............

Happy Birthday to Ilah ;-)

2009-06-07T00:37:00.003+08:00

07.06.2009

Happy Birthday to myself, Ilah, Nabilah, Siti, Bella, Nab, Nabs, Nebby, Sit, Melah, Mek Lah or any other names which have been addressed by others. Regardless on what they called me, I am still the same me, untili today. For that, I thank God for His blessings on letting me to still live and breathe in this wonderful world at the age of 26. Alhamdulillah :-)

Happy Birthday Koh Seng

2009-05-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

:-)

Remember those days?

2009-05-30T03:16:00.011+08:00

Dear diary,

Yesterday when I was roaming unnecessarily at the mall, suddenly i just realized i ended up at the kids' toys section. Being there alone, it does reminisces my childhood memories, especially when i stumbled upon looking at wonderful and latest collection of Barbie dolls.

Do you know that i used to be a fan of Barbie dolls? i think this is the only thing i forgot to mention in my old diary :) As far as i remember, i have collected around 30+ barbie, then at the age of 14 years old, i stopped buying it.Probably I have sworn to myself that when the day came, i would stop involving myself with all those kids stuff. Lambat gila kan matured. ha ha ha

I still remember what was it like when we played our dolls. My big sister, Et was not inclined into those stuff, so the only sibling left to play with was Mimie. Mimie has a huge collection of Barbie as me, but knowing her, she hardly took care of the dolls. I kept all my dolls in a cabinet in my parents' room, whilst Mimie put in a big black plastic trash bag .ha ha. no offence ya borak :) So, on one fine evening, my maid, who was happened to tidying up Mimie's room at time, mistakenly thought that the plastic bag contained trash. So she took it, and burnt it, together with other trashes. There goes the full set of Mimie's barbie dolls..sob sob kesiannnnn..:p

So, Mimie had to start collecting again, while i still had mine. While she began collecting, i lent her some of my dolls. When we played, we will have full set of Barbie stuffs, ranging from the clothings, combs, shoes, and not to mention on the furniture sets, living room, dining room, kitchen. We even had a camping set. So there was a time when our Barbie scene getting bored, we set a scene on Barbie & friends went on a camping. :p

kikikiki.. I giggled when I remember how sweet the moment was. Especially when we made a scene where Barbie needs to have a boyfriend. Our problem was, we did not have Ken's dolls. So we just used the 'cheap' Ken and rotate it among the dolls.

Until now, I still keep my first Barbie doll. She was plain and ordinary. She wore pink ruffles dress, and tied hair. her skin was a little bit dark, Chindian barbie maybe :-p

My last barbie doll was Jewel hair mermaid barbie. It was a gift from my mom's friend. and can u imagine, the barbie was still sealed in the box. i haven't unsealed the package. she has the longest hair with gold costume. If you wanna see the picture of it, see below.

I really miss those childhood moments. Well, Barbie is just a part of it. I still keep my Barbie dolls in a proper place. I love all of them, probably its time for me to give away, possibly to my future daughters soon :-)

To my lovely siblings, Keyoe, Et, Mat and Mimie, this post is actually dedicate to all of you. I wanted to tell the whole world how much I miss our childhood times and how much I am blessed have wonderful siblings..;-)

cheers, hugs n kisses,
ilah

What I Want for My B'day #4

2009-05-30T02:54:00.004+08:00

Actually, I am still deciding on which one should i choose? Whether its Flora by Gucci or Paul Smith Floral. hmm..both are floral scents. but i think i'd prefer Paul smith Floral, as it smells nicer and softer. plus it is EDP. can last longer.

or can i have both...?? :-p

What I Want for My B'day #3

2009-05-30T02:38:00.004+08:00

"Mannequin Jewellery Holder".

I don't know whats the name of this stuff. I guess its just a Jewellery holder. kat atas tu i just reka2 je.

I don't have a proper place to store my necklaces. so i guess this is the perfect for all my necklaces. kan?? hehehe Kat Ikano ada jual ;-)

any designs are acceptable..but the mannequin dress have to be glamor sikit k.

pleaseeeeeeee???? :-)

Yet Another trip . .:p

2009-05-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

from left : ilah, elina, mimie, kak zt

It's guessing time again! ;-) Siapa boleh teka kite pegi mana cuti-cuti hari tu .
Will update soon he he he
guess first...

What I Want for My B'day #2

2009-05-24T22:55:00.006+08:00

Some of you might know that i am a lingerie-freak. Anyway, Triumph has come out with amazing designs which nearly locked up me for few hours around its area in the department store. hmm..so is anyone of you kind enough to give me one of those wonderful pieces? :-p

Thank you very much

xoxo :X

Disclaimer : picture above is just for illustration.

What I Want for My B'day #1

2009-05-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

Ehem..this is my very first wish list. Been wanting to have a white Persian cat for ages. :-)

Can't wait to have one. This actually has been booked. kikiki.Nanti i announce who's the lucky winner.

Anyway, mummy did not really agree with the idea of me owning a pet. dia cakap after one month bulu dah takde..isk..i'll try my best to take care of her.

cheers. :X

Cry, tears and such

2009-05-24T22:43:00.001+08:00

People tend to have different thoughts on crying. Some of them might(mostly guys, no offence) think crying (esp crying women) is pathetic and weak, or could be irritating.

To me, I perceive crying/tears as the other way round.

I admit, i am a woman, who can easily cry. I may look strong outside, but inside, i am fatigue, and weak.

Having said that, I DON'T cry for no absolute reasons.

-I cried when I lost my lovely datuk, nenek and uncles.
-I cried when Papa was admitted to the hospital when I was in secondary school.
-I dropped my tears for happiness or touching moment.
-I cried when I feel sad and really down.
-I dropped my tears if somebody told me that they love me so much.
-I shed my tears when Mummy told me that I'm a good girl and she's proud of me.
-I cried when I got a 58/100('C') marks for my Agama Islam paper when i was Standard 4.
-I shed my tears when thinking on good times and bad times.
-I shed my tears if i did something bad to somebody.
-I cried when I lose people that I love.
-I cried when I feel alone.
-I dropped my tears when i really..really miss somebody.

So folks, don't perceive those who cry are weak. They have reasons when they cry. Why should they waste their tears for no reasons?

and, i am not a drama queen ;-)

Birthday Wish List

2009-05-08T11:53:00.001+08:00

Since another 30 days to go for my upcoming birthday, be alert for my birthday wish lists posts! :P

Nabilah Ibrahim wishes time to stop ticking now . . .

2009-05-08T11:46:00.003+08:00

It's 8th of May 2009.
Sad but true :-(
Sometimes we must be wondering to ourselves, how fast the time flies .and i'm sure most of you wish that time would actually stop, for whatever reasons that you had in your mind?

Kadang Kadang Kan . .

2009-05-03T03:19:00.005+08:00

Kadang Kadang kan.. Saya rindu lah kat saya yang dulu :-)

meaning..saya yang chubby and short hair..betul lah orang cakap.manusia ni tak pernah nak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. whatever it is, i am happy with i am now. cuma kadang2 rindu aje he he he

gambar ni masa raya 2008. ada one of my friend tu.cakap gambar saya pakai baju ni nampak macam saya baru lepas telan kambing seekor. isk isk..jahat betul la :-p

saya betul-betul rindu this moment...

It's Saturday :-)

2009-05-03T02:18:00.008+08:00

My big preggy sister and hubby spent their blessed long weekend in KL. So today, we went for a little shopping spree since my baby's birthday party is coming soon :-)

Hm..dunno lah lately been talking and posting too much of my baby Arissa. maybe dah kempunan nak ada baby girl kot.Sorry yer~ some more i am expecting my first lil niece this coming June. Hopefully, her birthday will somewhat fall on the same day or near my birthday.

We went for Sunway Pyramid to shop for arissa's bday gift, this was my first time going there after the opening of new wing/block. Such a shame, isnt't it? I memang occassionally je go to that area, this afternoon pon we went there since we had late lunch at Nasi Ayam Kg Hassan. and since Charles&Keith is having its opening on 1st of May, just thought of dropping by a little while to visit my two cousins ni kikiki. and at the end, i ended up spending one shoes, but of course, for work purpose k..but seriously, lately i think i've been spending too much on shoes and clothes. i better start watching before my old habit datang balik.

To Teh, if you want to take a look at the dress that i bought for Arissa, i am posting it below. Sorry for the bad quality pix. Can't wait to see my baby tomato in this dress

Nite, xoxo

Disappear

2009-04-27T21:10:00.001+08:00

When i started feeling less appreciated by people, i'll disappear. ;-)

The vow

2009-04-20T23:43:00.007+08:00

Yesterday when i was in Kuantan I watched again the movie "Norbit" and came across the beautiful vow made by Norbit to Kate (his childhood love) during attending her wedding rehearsal.

When Kate asked Norbit on what would he say to her as a vow if he were to marry her, then sweet Norbit's saying goes

"I guess I would say, I think about you all day long. And when I'm not near you, all I think about is being near you. And when you are near me, I feel like I'm at peace with the whole world. I know that...I know I'll never have to ask God for anything 'cause, as long as I have you in my life, I got everything I ever wanted. And the only thing I really wanna do is just spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you've made me. Because I love you. I love you."

So beautiful, isn't it? ;)

Love It!

2009-03-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

this was taken during Cameron Highlands trip. not sure who was the photographer. thanks much
from left : me, baby arissa, teh

nanti i update pasal Cameron k

On Time is Running Out

2009-03-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

Not many of us noticed how fast the time flies.

Yesterday it was 2008 and today its 2009.
Yesterday we were laughing happily and today we frown and sad.
Yesterday the sun shone brightly and today the rain is just so impatient to pour.
Yesterday remains as memories and today we'll craft more memories to be cherished in the future.

But many of us may have noticed that when you feel the time is limited, you'll get to see, to feel, to appreciate all the things that you're going to loose. yes, it may break your heart painfully, but always, think carefully before you let go.

time is so cruel, letting all the good things go in a split second.but you can't change the fact that time will continue ticking..So appreciate and cherish whatever you have around you now while you have time before it's too late.

Baby Arissa :-(

2009-03-19T01:56:00.002+08:00

i''m missing my baby Arissa..

I'm Yours. . .Mraz ;-)

2009-03-19T01:19:00.003+08:00

I bet most of you knew Jason Mraz's made his tour in KL 4th March 09. Well, of course, yours truly made her effort to go there after office with Imee, my colleague and planned to meet up my bro and El, Mimie, Megat and his friend over there.

Mraz was not disappointing us. Even though i didn't know most of his songs, but at least, we can sing along the song Remedy, You and I, Geek in the pink, I'm yours and Lucky. But a little dissapoinment was the duration of the concert. It was too short. It didnt even reach 2 hours. hurmm..

Okay, the best part during the concert was when he was asking the crowd before he sang one of the songs.

"Who here came to this concert with a best friend?"

Then, the crowd was cheering out loud and then he asked again.

"Who here, came to this concert with a best friend, because he/she is crazy in love with the best friend?"

Then the crowd was cheering even louder. So sweet kan ;-) but i couldnt even raise my hand because i came with my siblings. :p they sang the song "Lucky" almost towards the end of the concert. but i hate the Colbie's substitute. rosak lagu je! hurmm..

hehe if only i could meet him in person that night!

anyway, some pictures to share with you during the concert..enjoy k

feeling

2009-03-11T14:10:00.001+08:00

Suddenly feel like listening to this song . .

Bunga Citra Lestari - Aku Tak Mau Sendiri

Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku
Kumerasa sepi
Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri disini
Tanpa satu yang pasti

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

Chorus:
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang
Kau pilihkan untukku
Kirim aku malaikatmu
Karena ku sepi berada disini
Dan didunia ini aku tak mau sendiri

Tanpa terasa kuteteskan air mata
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi
Kisah dihati

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain dirimu
Selain cintamu

the reality

2009-03-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

peeps, sorry for allowing cobweb and dust to be all over my blog.uuhuk uhuk *cough*. well, i've decided to remain silent for a while. its not that im running away from the situation, but i just need a very good time of my ownself to reflect back on everything that had happened.

my say, life has to move on. and whatever happens in life and if u are able to face it, it'll make you even stronger than before. i've learnt something during my absence.that no matter how big the problem is, you can't just run. it will not solve. the key word is, talk, discuss, plan and decide. i think that would be the best thing for you to do. but remember, if it involves decision with more than one party, it has to be mutually agreed.

the reason for this post is just to highlight on my comeback. he he he. and also to convey to you that you guys should go and watch the movie Curious case of benjamin button, starred by adorable Pitt and lovely Blanchett, if u havent done so.

It was indeed a very inspiring, well at least, it did bring good impact on myself. knowing me as a soft-hearted (does everyone agree?), this is the second movie that made me dropped my tears in cinema.so embarrasing.:p

there are few take aways (sayings) which i managed to copy from benjamin's diary. i just feel like sharing it out with everyone here. Those are my favourite quotes :)

"You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go."

"We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?"

"For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, start whenever you want, you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

All of the above quotes, did teach me on accepting God's will, and to appreciate whatever things that happened surround u, to evaluate the cause and effects properly, to plan ahead based on the evaluation, before you made any decision further. At least,by doing that, you have tried and worked to achieve things that you wanted.

But, if He has planned what's gonna happen in your life, no matter how big your effort is, if He doesnt agree with what you desired, you'll just have to accept it. You'll have to learn to let go.

I admit..letting go is not one of my strengths, especially if you have demanded things that you want to be your way. but i have learnt throughout my silence that, if you keep on letting it to haunt your life, it will keep on hurting u, killing u inside. In my pray, i hope to be the strongest. Even i do believe the strongest have the fatigue moment and needed help, but I'll just have to move on and proceed with my usual life.

Now im starting to believing in how life works. You can travel around the world across the time and universe, but if it meant to be yours, at the end, it'll be yours. So, enjoy life while u can.

Morale of the post is "Go watch Benjamin Button while stocks last. I am willing to be your movie partner coz I'm dying to watch it again even it eats up my 3 hours of my leisure time ;-)"

. . .

2009-02-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu

meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku

dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

The bridesmaid story

2009-02-08T01:49:00.005+08:00

I spent two days of this week with my best friend, Herlena Shee for her big day. The solemnization was on Friday, 6th Feb 09 and held in her hometown, Seremban.

I've always been impressed with weddings, impressed with how the couples kept their love blooming all the time and ended up with wonderful marriage. The happiness clearly shown on their face during akad, and i am always amazed with the sincerity of the bride and groom's expression. It did touch my heart, and i cried when the groom had successfully done with the solemnization, and from that moment, my best friend, has been legally married to Mr Al Ala Fil. I dont have any pictures yet since i need to copy from most of girl friends. I'll upload as soon as i got from them.

Don't think i never imagine on how my weddings would be. I've always been thinking about that. I want it to be full of love. I want it to be earnest, truthful, and both the bride and groom must enjoy the moment and enter the marriage life with sincerity. I've always dreamt of that. :-(

The reception, was held the next day, 7th Feb 09, and it was beautifully held in Dewan Tun Rahah, KL. From the way i look at it, i would like to extend my greatest "Bravo" wish to her 4 sisters, they are so bonded together and they worked so hard just to ensure her beloved "cheche"'s event run smoothly. All the moments inside the hall was like so memorable, with the songs sang by angelic voice, Zaza and songs that being played, until i cried during the rehearsal when they played that one particular song. :( i'm sorry, its just my mood lately been swinging like crazy. and every little thing surrounded me did bring emotional part of myself. but i tried my best to stay calm and happy on that night.

What was my role? Me being the dearest bridesmaid for the night :) well, lynn i hope i did a great job. It was lovely and i am soo proud to be your bridesmaid. Even though part of my "kain" nearly burned because of the candle on the stage :P. takut giler i buat scene tadi coz kain terkena candle. huhuhuhu. People around me kept saying that if you be the bridesmaid, you're not gonna marry any time soon. Betul ke???

The only pictures that i have are from my sister's and couzy's cameras. Once i obtained all, I'll share again with all of you. At least, i want to showcase how beautiful the bride is, and not to forget the groom :P

To Lynn and Al, Congratulations again. I wish you have wonderful life after this and bring out great and cute kids! Nanti Auntie Ilah bwk jln2. Al, please take care of lynn elok2 ya ;)

p/s: sorry for the bad quality photos. kitorang ambik pakai camera biasa aje. nanti kita collect from photographers yer..

above : bridesmaid pose. mcm tgh tunggu sapa la. :P

Learning to Live Again

2009-02-04T22:54:00.004+08:00

I'm learning to breathe the same air that i used to breathe . .

I'm learning to catch back the glimpse of myself which has lost on its way coming back. .

I'm learning to go back to the reality and leave all the fantasy behind. .

I'm learning to let go and let things go on its own way . .

I'm learning to accept the fate determined by Him and be thankful with everything that had happened. .

I'm learning to live again . . .

The story of "Milah"

2009-02-02T00:39:00.007+08:00

Introducing... this is my new friend. Her name is "Milah". kekekkeke..comel tak???

A good friend of mine gave it to me few months ago. This friend of mine, however, didnt want the name to be revealed, yet. so i'll keep it discreet for now kay,

As what been said, Milah will always be by my side whenever i feel down. She will be my company through good and bad times..and even if i felt lonely and no one is around, Milah will always be my best friend..

Thanks so much to you, dear..and thanks so much for making me rise again when i was really, really down... and i know, with your wonderful kindness, you're gonna be happy in your life too later..and i'll always be around whenever u need me too ;-)
We'll always be best friends kan??

Nitey nite . . .

Chinese New Year Holiday

2009-02-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

Papa and Mummy came all the way from Kota Bharu during CNY holiday. It was fun seeing them after Raya Haji. As usual, mummy cooked for us everyday with our favourite lauk including budu. :P and we had a fun time shopping, karaokeing and gardening together :P
to nieja. sorry la thought u were in ipoh at that time..tok ajok..kikikikik

Happy Birthday Mr Azzril!

2009-01-24T00:02:00.001+08:00

Happy 27th Birthday Mr Azzril Zolhaili ;)

On Underestimate

2009-01-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

i've always underestimate life.

all these while i thought it is easy, and even if u encounter any problems/obstacles, u can just wash it away within split seconds.

but not this time.. i'm sorry but i guess i should be gone for a while . . :(

Friends for Life?

2009-01-09T00:08:00.005+08:00

Taking a break from doing some of my office work tonight, i steal some time listening to Stevie Wonder/Dionne Warwick's That's whats FRIENDS are For. i admit this song is so lovely, even when they played this song in one of the scenes in the series OC, it did touch my heart ;-)

can't believe if you have no friends in this world? to me, i'm glad im surrounded with beautiful and lovely friends. some of them still around, like, being there when u called, and some, who may have other responsibilities, marriage life, etc, are no longer touching base with you. im scared knowing the fact that we might lose some of your friends when they are in different league ( u know what i mean). but, that's the facts of life. even if u are scared, you'll still have to face it, right. and then we will keep on reinventing the wheel, make new friends as long as you live your life.

but deep in my heart, i'm just hoping that i will not lose all of my em. to whoever reading this, i just want you to know that your presence in my life is solely appreciated and the moments that we spent will always be cherished in my heart. i just hope that most of you will still be there even we have embarked to a new journey in our life sooner or later . .

to some of you who havent heard of this song that im currently listening, here's the wonderful lyrics, and click on the linkbelow to listen to this song .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGbnua2kSa8&feature=related

i love you guys . . .

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember ..

Karaoke time!

2009-01-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

Comel tak hari tu kite karaoke ngan papa kite :P

A whitey day at the park!

2008-12-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

This was during Zaza's 25th birthday celebration at one of the Malaysian's parks which i haven't discovered before (even though it is soo near to my office). All of us dressed up in white and this was my first time celebrating birthday early in the morning. But it was amazing. and the joy-jumping photos is a must ;)

Happy Birthday Zaza!

2008-12-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

Za, the celebration was great and thank you to you and terk for hosting it :) I love the day at the park sooooo lovely :)

happy birthday dearest.

A day of celebration that paid off

2008-12-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

Aidiladha.. a great celebration in a peaceful month December cum the monsoon season . ;)
People always claimed that if you go to Kelantan the celebration will be much more merrier. Well actually i tend to agree with that. It is true. Some of my friends didn't even bother going back to their hometown.

But to us, maybe Kelantanese, (correct me if some of you disagree with me), hari raya is hari raya. When there is festive season, it is a compulsary thing to gather with the beloved family.

Shot below was taken on the first day - early in the morning. All of us just got back from Sembahyang Raya and visiting our late grandpas, grandmas and uncles. Al-Fatihah~.

It was a peaceful morning i would say, plus great food prepared by my mom of course. hurm..as im on diet, i needed to save all the food to be eaten during lunch time. aiyooohh..so susah!

Oh ya, what's Aidiladha without the lembu2? hurm im so sorry i didnt manage to take the shots of those cows. we arrived quite late. look how ramai my family member is below? this only separuh ok ..hi hi hi. this is our relative's house, where the korban ceremony took place..

And later that night, since we have like, surplus of meat. . well of course our next plan would be the barbeque! yeay. at least i contributed some efforts.if u look at the pic below, i prepared the desert, well at least half of it .;P the rest were prepared by some of us, the chef (nieja), et, mimie, mirna, cik na, teh. on that night itself, we celebrated a simple cake-cutting birthday party for our cousin. Well, me as a dedicated pianist in that house, played the lovely birthday song. oh ya, in that pic i was acting like a crazy pianist, so thats why u can see the hair so serabai hahahaha

The last session would be the "ketupat" session. hehe u know what i mean. i enjoyed those moment. makes me miss my family even more while posting this.. :( now will u excuse me . . i need to doze off. so ngantuk. nitey nite :)

Aidiladha

2008-12-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha. Sorry ya for the late wish.
Korang banyak sembelih lembu ??? :)

There Will Be Times~

2008-12-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

There will be times you will feel unhappy with everything in your life. . .

In fact, i'm feeling it now. Suddenly everything seems crashing my brain and made me did 360 degrees thinking.

I know some of you might think i lead a happy life, but trust me NOT really.

For example, my current job is not the kind of job i would love to do. I dreamt of doing significant work, which is crucial to the organization, and without the job that i'm doing the organization has the potential to lose the business. I want it to eat up all my hours, so you know that it is important.

and sometimes even if i feel like i have everything, but at the end i ended up with dissatisfaction. the feeling of unsatisfactory will always be there. and those are the things which keep me rethinking on how to improve life to live to the greatest.

and even if you feel u are surrounded by beautiful circle of love, family, friends, but at the end u ended up breaking their hearts, because of your uncontrollable actions and what you say which cant be reversed.

my conclusion is, humans will be never satisfied with what they have in life. and the feeling of this dissatisfaction will lead you to say something wrong. something bad. which can have impact to others.

oh and again, this post is not meant to anybody. don't get me wrong. im just feeling uneasy tonight due to no absolute reasons.

I just need my Morris to teman me tonight. :(

good nite all.

Crazy over Betty's Belicious!

2008-12-07T12:58:00.003+08:00

Attention to all ladies,

I'm sorry for keeping quiet all these while. I was trying to find some times to gather what are the things to write for my next post. And after few weeks of spending at my bro's friend's boutique, i figured out why not i display what have me and my couzy bought and at the same time promoting her clothing line? Err.. but i supposed she doesnt really need my help anymore since all of her items are sold out within like..3 days? but im still tempting to display it coz we are crazy over the collections! enjoy the pix and thanks to my couzy coz jadik my part time model ha ha ha ha

If you are interested, please feel free to visit her website -------->>> Belicious Boutique

Casual wear

Cocktails

Office wear

Night out

Parties

Happy Birthday G jik!

2008-12-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

Happy 24th Birthday to my lovely brother, Mat 4/12/2008.

::An Addiction::

2008-12-04T23:11:00.004+08:00

I am currently aiming for the new Shiseido Zen perfume.

The alluring scent as i passed by the Shiseido counter incentivates me to try it.

Definitely wonderful and I'm amazed!

Anyone buying it for my New Year's present perhaps? :p

Anyone..? Anyone..?

~A Fishy Story~

2008-12-01T13:17:00.001+08:00

My recent visit to Fish Spa during honey's comeback. I hate those stupid fishes! They made me giggling throughout the 30 minutes period. Even Mimie screaming like hell when we dipped our feet into the pond.

Have you guys been there?

One Fine Evening

2008-11-13T00:23:00.004+08:00

One fine evening, 3 crazy ladies went to Star Hill to unwind after work and satisfy their lusts over Sentidos Tapas's Prawn Aglio E Olio.

Still can't believe that we talked and mengumpat so much until all of us exhausted and ran out of topics. ha ha ha!

Tapi still la kan, no other aglio olio can beat this. Trust me!

On Keyoe and EL Wedding Story

2008-11-13T00:07:00.005+08:00

I haven't formally congratulate my big bro, Keyoe and welcome my new sis-in-law, Eleena Farah Elias to our family.
Your presence is warmly welcomed and i wish both of you Selamat Pengantin Baru and Semoga kekal ke anak cucu :p

Akad Nikah was held at the bride's house, and I could say it was a touchy moment. Still can;t believe after 4 years they have finally declared as husband and wife on 17th October 2008

owh i nearly cried looking at this pic :(

my wonderful family

the reception was held at Dewan Merak Kayangan on the next day after akad, It was a beautiful wedding and kudos to both of them plus all involved. It went just perfect even without wedding planner. I love all the songs that they chose, especially the part when they walked into the ballroom. So lovely~ Congratulations again. Cepat and make cute babies.!!

My mom's baju kurung :)

2008-11-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

Surprisingly I still can fit her old baju kurung during her younger days. Credits to mummy as the baju is still in good condition and perfectly match my size. Even most of my office colleagues asked where did i get those material and I proudly said that it was my mom's :)

miss you mummy. You do have good taste.

oh ya, i'm sorry on my messy look. baru balik office. very the original okay :P

Happy Birthday beloved Mimie

2008-11-06T18:50:00.002+08:00

We have gone through ups and down together. Let me wish a very Happy 23rd Birthday to my lovely sister Mimie. You deserve a good life and blessings after this. InsyaAllah ~
Love u lots.

god, give me strength..

2008-10-31T16:38:00.000+08:00

Don't sleep away this night my baby. . .

2008-10-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's near, never I felt this way
Tomorrow, how empty it'll be that day
It tastes a bitter, obvious to tears that I hide
To know that you're my only light

I love you, oh I need you
Oh, yes I do
Don't sleep away this night my baby
Please stay with me at least 'till dawn
It hurts to know another hour has gone by
And every minute is worthwhile
Oh, I love you

How many lonely days are there waiting for me
How many seasons will flow over me'till the motions make my tears run dry
at the moments I should cry
for I love you, oh I need you
Oh, yes I do

Don't sleep away this night my baby
Please stay with me at least 'till dawn
It hurts to know another hour has gone by
The reason is still I love you

A wedding story again..

2008-10-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

The girls..ada yg claim diorang still anak dara..biasa lah tu ..hahaha

As per Awal and Megat's comments, model yang sama je dok posing during the wedding..:P normal lah..cam whore semua..

I promise to update it as soon as possible :)

i'm gonna be an aunt soon!

2008-10-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

yes, that's the latest news.isnt' that lovely??
My lovely preggy sis, ET has confirmed that the baby is conceived probably around 4 weeks agog! :)

congratulations to both et and naza. tak sabar nak make up make up if she is a girl and tumbuk tumbuk if he is a boy :p

err..below maybe d snapshot of her belly when it reaches 8 - 9 months :P

My new obsession

2008-10-11T01:27:00.003+08:00

Guess what is my latest obsession ? Ya i know i know im a bit outdated, but who cares :p

Blessed Raya :)

2008-10-10T23:45:00.004+08:00

Peeps,

I guess all of you had a blessing Hari Raya! and a blessing holiday i guess. Well, i don't have much updates on Raya, it has always been a wonderful and amazing moments when u were in your hometown for Hari Raya, having mom's cook, and the rest of Raya food, satay, nasi dagang, kuzi, nasi wok, yati ayam percik (hehe only kelantanese je yg tau ni), etc etc.

Hmm..after listing most of my favourite food then only i realized kenapa body ku mcm tong drum. isk memang kena diet balik.

Nways, i am so so lazy lazy to write. i'll post the pics ranging from Day 1 till Day 4. includes upacara pembahagian duit raya plus papa's bday. Happy birthday papa 5 Oct 08. no worries, you're only 55 :) Those are the pics taken from my camera, i still dont have time to compile from other sources.

selamat hari raya again and maaf zahir batin .

Selamat Hari Raya~

2008-10-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

Am taking this opportunity to wish all my Muslim friend Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Would like to seek for your forgiveness should there be any wrong doings whether intentionally or unintentionally :)

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Remembering the good ol' days

2008-09-10T22:48:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

I went back to my lovely hometown last weekends. It was a very stress-reliever trip i believe, having said that it has been 3 months since the last time i went back , plus all the amount of great food waiting for me. U know how much i love Kelantanese food. Kelantanese blood still flowing strong in my body ok :P

My flight was on Friday night 10.30 pm. Me, Mimie and Irvan boarded the flight around 9.50 and arrived in great land of Kelantan around 11.30++. By the time we arrived pon, Mummy dah brought us to kedai ikan bakar. How lovely kan? All the family members including aunties, uncles and couzies were there. and that night alone i missed my sahur!

The Buka Puasa gathering went on as usual.kecoh and it was really memorable. u know everytime Ramadhan, those are the things that you gonna miss. Ok, thats not the main point of this post.

My brother already told me before that they have found one treasure while they were doing our house renovation during Et's wedding.

They have found my diary!! Diary that ive written since like Form 1 until my 2nd year in UTP. Oh u know what. It was so embarrasing. Actually the diary was supposed to be locked. But you'll have to consider that it has been like what..more than 10 years. of course it was not in good shape.

I've always been the one who..hmm i considered a bit isolated among my siblings. i dont know whether it is due to the nature of the middle child. but, i think when i asked around, its almost the same. middle child is the one who'll be a bit left out among the family. he he he. So i always had the tendency to express everything in that silly little book.

I giggled a lot as i started reading it back. Thinking of how fast the time flies and i was surprised seeing how many entries i've written. Poor Mimie and Mat (my youngest siblings) . I think they were among the top list that I mentioned in the diary. Not good stuff, but the opposite. :p Sorry my dears. I love you both. Masa kecik2 kan..still dumb2 :P

And then there was one entry which i wrote, that made me laughing hard. At that time i think i had silly argument with my dad, and i expressed everything in that book. and here i excerpted some line

"i dont really like papa 100%, but since he's my only dad, i will love him forever"

Can u imagine? hahaha..and now the diary is with me. Im not gonna let anyone read it unless with my permission :P But seriously, i'm glad i found it back. At least it brings back great memories. :) and now Mat even gave me new nickname.. "IDD" which equals to "Ilah Dear Diary" brengset!! :P

U nak tengok ke how does it look like. i took some shots on it as below.

Can't wait to go back to my hometown again. I missed my home! tsk!

Selamat Berpuasa and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims...

Mirna's White Birthday Party

2008-09-04T18:03:00.003+08:00

Mirna, my lovely couzy had a birthday celebration at 7ate9 last Saturday. Since i was supposed to have a white birthday party theme for my birthday and it didn't turn out well :(, so i suggested all of us to wear white. Attendees only 7 of us je..Mimie, Irvan, Gadafi, Fazli, Mirna,ioannis and me. My bros were supposed to come but they cancelled last minute. We were surprised that on that night itself they were having white night, and any ladies wearing white will get one complimentary drink. hi hi hi . To Mirna, Happy birthday again dear. I haven't bought you the birthday present. what do you want?

At Last :)

2008-09-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah...After almost more than 4 years being together, they decided to tie the knot :) Happy Engagement to both my lovely brother, Kyo and his lovely lady, Eleena.

Can't wait for your wedding this coming October. Love you loads.

Highlights of Phi Phi trip

2008-08-29T00:29:00.011+08:00

The Brazilian Wax

I think i was pointing to the wrong service. Yeah, i finally did it! After so long waiting and at that only time i have the courage. and i was successful in draggin Mary and Mimie as well

I can still remember how did they sound. Mimie was the first one to enter.

Mimie : "Ouchhhh..sakitt"

Ilah : "ouch.." but tinier voice.

Mary : "ohhh man..damnnnn...mek lahhh..kau tipuuu"

The Tsunami Survivor stall ~Mr Samee

We were looking for a nice halal shop and we were very attracted at the way he greeted us. and the big banner of "Thank you sign" did pull us to his stall as well. And while eating, Mr Samee told us the story on how he manage to survive from Tsunami. It was a very touching story and i nearly cried..:~(

The Baywatch scene

Err..actually we were not the ones who initiated this pose. :p it was robyn (the lone ranger we met during the snorkelling trip). Tengok la i ngan zhaf lari mcm nk masuk olympics. caya lah.

Snorkelling Boat Trip

Err..ni gambar posing aja.. i cant find my best shot snorkelling, but i did snorkel okay..trust me..

The Canoeing

U know what peeps. i can't believe that im actually canoeing. that was my first time. and can't u see how strong i was? going across the ocean? hehehe the canoe was part of the snorkelling boat trip. it was fun you know. and too bad zhaf until the end couldn't grab the canoe..pity zhaf..tsk tskk..
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and last but not least.

The jumping frogs

Ok. admit it and believe it or not. this shot is a must. and it took us about 15-20 minutes to get this great shot u know. mesti ada sorang yg x jadi .hahaha finally okay la . thx to terkey for the great shot.

Conclusion , This is a summary of Day 2 activities :)

We Fell in Love with Krabi : Day 2

2008-08-28T23:46:00.007+08:00

Day 2 was the day we have been waiting for! Its the day for sun bathing and tanning @ Phi Phi. So we were all set with our bikinis and sunny dress outside and lovely thongs. and zhaf and terk are all set with their beach attires.

Below's : us on the ride to the jetty. tengok muka kitorang happy kan :P

Below's : Pictures of us while on the boat.. plus the gossiping session :)

Below's : Us when arriving @ Phi Phi. Hunting the shop that can offer us the cheapest ride for snorkelling and canoeing!

Finally we found good bargain on snorkelling trip. I'll detail out in the nxt post :)

We fell in love with Krabi : Day 1

2008-08-28T22:48:00.001+08:00

Peeps,
I know i've been bad, for not updating you on my recent trip. Apologies please.. :) Anyways, i'll separate the posts based on vacation days k!

We stayed at a wonderful hotel called Buri Tara @ Ao Nang (thx to Zaza for the booking arrangement). The price was not bad as well as the interior. Seriously i think the price is way much cheaper if you compare with the hotel quality.

Day 1 we pusing2 Krabi town for shopping only. I think Mary did the most ( as usual). But one thing that disappoint me is the sellers' attitude. Well, i can't blame that. Not all of them are Thai people, some of them consist of foreigners..imported..and they were rude! benci giler..

Some of the shots we took randomnly on Day 1 as below. Sorry lah I cant post too many pictures coz a lot were obscenes! ha ha ha...k dearest..enjoy the pix

Sneak preview

2008-08-27T21:02:00.003+08:00

Dearest,

am so sorry for missing for such a long time.. mesti korang dah malas nak visit kan! heheheheh i promise i will update on Krabi trip :)

My review on TechEd 2008 finally came out in TheStar :)

2008-08-19T17:43:00.002+08:00

For full article, please visit http://star-techcentral.com/tech/story.asp?file=/2008/8/19/technology/1818579&sec=technology.

Anyway, the figure did not sound right. and they were unable to put my picture due to limited space. But i think it doesn't matter as long as my comments came out! :)

The Get-Away

2008-08-06T01:06:00.006+08:00

Guess where we went for our recent holiday trip ? ?

Wait for the post k ! :)

AIR turning 25 on 25th July :)

2008-08-06T00:28:00.013+08:00

Had a surprise birthday celebration for Air on last Friday night (two weeks ago). Thanks to the organizer, Mr Cooper and Air's lovey dovey girl, Alia for hosting it @ La Bodega, Bangsar.

Attendees including Sultan, Hikma, Nirwan, Noor, Nadya, Mirna and of course the organizer, Cooper as well as Air and his girl.

We had fun, especially when it comes to the game part. The 007 game! initiated by No'or. I know he is the champion for that game. and Nadia was the most attacked!

Happy Belated Birthday to Air again. Enjoy the pix :)

Hail to the King of Fruit!

2008-08-05T23:11:00.005+08:00

Peeps,

Don't you just love the Durian Season? Thanks to Uncle Zolhaili (honey's dad), Gna, and the rest for providing us the best fruits ever :)

These pics were taken during our trip to Dusun Tua Spa @ Hulu Langat. Gna, the chocolate fountain was fantastic and i wanna own it too! Slurrrppp..Sorry if you think some of the pix showing that im so gelojoh eating durian.!

Baby, i think if u are here, you will not be a part of this durian trip gang kot . i know how much you hate durian kan??

Medan Trip tale.

2008-07-26T17:47:00.006+08:00

Dear diary,

it's been a while since i last visited my blog and created new post. Thanks to my mounting workloads and business trips.This is the only day, that i managed to do my laundry, relaxed myself at home and turn on my notebook to do some new blogging entries.

Well, a lot have happened over the past few weeks. I haven't told you the Medan trip story and how interesting it was even though it was only for a while.

Well, my first thought for Medan, was like, not much difference if compared to my hometown. Small but packed, which contributed to heavy traffic. First destination that i went after reaching Medan was the wedding ceremony. Well, i didn't take much pictures over there due to stupid attire that i was wearing. But i can tell you, baju baju kebaya yg they all wearing cantik2222 bangat! At that moment of time, i wish i can stay in Medan longer! huhuhu

Well, the trip was filled up with makan activities je,plus little shopping activity. he he he! Irvan and his sisters did a great job in bringing us to all of the marvelous food shop. We had Nasi Gurih (similar to Nasi Lemak but they replaced with Daging Dendeng), Chicken and Prawn mee (small store but packed with people!), Bakso, and there was one food in one shopping mall which i cant really remember the name.

Oh iya, i also managed to visit one of the houses which resulted from the creative touch of Irvan's sis, Eva. The design was marvelous that i was tempted to ask her to do design for our new house (dreaming je la dulu, kan honey) nanti :)

As usual, my post would be dull without the pictures, i'll let you view some of it k. i tak ambil banyak pix pun, coz was not in the mood of posing :P. anyway, to some of my darlings, sorry i couldnt buy souvenir for u, time was too limited. next trip i'll buy k?? muax! enjoy the pix darlings.

above :this lady matches light blue with skin color corset. nice one, but i guarantee you there were a lot more nicer on that day!

above: some of the shots of the house designed by irvan's sis that i managed to take. cantik kan??

above : this shot was taken while eating that chicken + prawn mee (i dont know whether is that the real name). sedap bangat dong!!

Birthday gifts

2008-07-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

I almost forgotten to wish million thanks to Zaza and El through here. .

for the lovely birthday presents! :)

Thanks El for giving me motivation to make cupcakes. U know wut, I haven't tried baking it yet. Nieja, u must come and try it with me. hahahaha

My darling Zaza, have i told you that i am stuck listening to all the tracks from the first day u gave me? i love it so much!! thanks so much dear!

Happy Birthday Syahmi Gumuk!

2008-07-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

My darling dude and dudettes. .This birthday party happened way much longer than Medan trip. I just wanted to wish my dear Syahmi gumuk a Happy Birthday again.

Medan

2008-07-11T19:57:00.001+08:00

I'll be away to Medan for two days! :)

Charles & Keith is in town!

2008-07-06T01:48:00.004+08:00

I was stunned as i saw a big giant sign next to Forever 21 when i was about to find La Senza store in Level 4@Pavilion. Guess what is it??

It's a Charles and Keith store!!! O my god, i was like whatt?? i considered myself as an outdated person coz i bet most of girls know about this!

this is a good sign man. meaning i dont have to run to singapore just to buy those lovely pieces of shoes! yeay!!

Mad poses.

2008-07-04T14:04:00.003+08:00

when our brains were driven by too much crazy stuff and thoughts, this what happened :)

Pavillion!

2008-07-04T13:37:00.005+08:00

i'm utilizing my friday prayer break to update this :) today is the 5th day of my training! yeay finally it's over. my mind has been brainwashed with all businesses and operations, market share, supplies demands, etc etc. urghh! not my kind of bread and butter.
well..
this is a bit oudated but since not much things happening in the past few weeks, those pix were the summaries of shots we took during our hang out to Pavilion. We can call it as Family hang out la :p

owh and aboy pon ikut jgk. aboy la yg banyak jadi photographer :P hehehehehhe ehem aboy. when are we going to hang out again?

honey , wish u are here :)

A sin which is not forgiven :)

2008-06-26T22:31:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

I know, i've broken my promise. I've promised to repent but it doesn't work at all.

I've commited a huge sin again. An unforgivable sin which requires you to burn your cash.

Thanks to Maybank Visa Card for giving me the opportunity to commit this sin again :P

Note : Black Zara round neck t-shirt is a present from Et and Naza for my birthday. Thanks and love you!

Nanti i update our lil hang out during this shopping trip kay??

i am mad.

2008-06-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for the long lost update. There are so many things to tell, but i'm just too tired to write.

i'm mad with our situation.

The New and Old Look

2008-06-21T01:09:00.010+08:00

I seriously don't know what to blog. But my eyes are still glued to the monitor, doing unnecessary browsing, and finding something to write.

I realized time flies so fast, and we (me and my man) have known each other for nearly 4 years. cepat kan. Thinking back what have we gone together for the past 4 years (approx), will make you smile sendiri2. hi hi hi

I remember this evening I was having silly argument with him (a healthy discussion ok..), about deciding whether he should have goatee and wear frameless glasses like he used to. I told him that he would look better with those. But, he claimed that he looked better and more.. hurm macho now with his new glasses, without goatee and bigger belly. kekeke. Hm, so I dug back all the photos in my hard disk, to prove that I'm right heheheheh.

The Old Look
This was taken like 2 years back. :)

The New Look (that he claimed so smart lah konon)
This was taken on 6th of June. :p

See, with goatee and frameless glasses you look slimmer and smarter. :P

People, vote which one do you like! The Old Look or The New Look.
Me definitely vote for the Old Look. Vote for Goatee!

p/s : macam auction pulak nak jual azzril. sorry baby .love you.saje je boring ni..:)

Happy Father's Day

2008-06-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

i know this is a bit outdated but i don't want to disappoint my lovely papa. It is still not too late to wish him Happy Father's Day kan? Love you dad!

I'm in love with Afgan

2008-06-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

Google it :)

Wish List No 2 fulfilled :)

2008-06-18T23:10:00.004+08:00

It reached my office at 10.45 a.m on 17th of June 2008.

Thanks to my dear Sis Haneem for the lovely present.

I enjoyed reading it now :)

Thanks to mr postman for delivering it.

Thanks also to Zaza and Terk for screening this movie during our "Movie Marathon"

The one that you do from 8 am - 5 pm

2008-06-17T23:12:00.008+08:00

I hardly write about my work and stuff. But today, i can't stop my hands from entering this kind of entry in here.

I went and see him early in the morning. He complained that he was unable to access certain things on the new site. So i went up with my decent look and tried my best to explain that he needs to perform another sets of routines in order to access that certain things.

But he, being the most person that would hardly accept any recommendations or suggestions i've ever known, shot me with his so painful bullets. Despite the fact that ive put so much effort to convince him that it was agreed by all parties including him in the specification document that the function works that way, and it would be weird if it happens in his way.

But he, again, the kind of person who would never listen. and it even sickened me that he didnt want to sign the paper that i brought, which he shouldve signed it because that was defined before!! He didnt show any appreciation of what ive done before and instead shooting me blindly without any good basis and reasons. For me, his comments was OK, but he didnt have to be that loud as it was not a serious matter. Its just the friendliness that matters. and i repeat again, He has agreed it before.

I don't know how much longer can i stand this situation and today, for the 120th times, i am still thinking whether should i stay here, and pursue with whatever things which i dont really see any values created out of it yet.

God, give me strength and guidance. i just wish there will be some lights which will direct me on what should i do next ?

a simple note .

2008-06-10T22:02:00.008+08:00

this post goes to my baby, mimie, irvan, aleen, najhan and kamal for the wonderful birthday presents. :)
million thanks to all of you!

audrey hepburn poster by azzril :)

and thanx for hanging it too heheheh

maybe baby perfume and body lotion by mimie and irvan

live luxe jennifer lopez perfume and body lotion by aleen, kamal, najhan

Congratulations Et and Naza

2008-06-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

I think its still not too late to congratulate my lovely sister,ET and her husband, Naza for their recent marriage :) ( two days before my engagement).
Just wanted to shout out that you looked so beautiful that day, and u look perfectly match with your hubby.
Wish you happiness for the rest of your lives. Nanti bring out great and beautiful kids ya?

Happy Birthday To Myself!

2008-06-07T08:12:00.004+08:00

7th June 1983

a girl named Siti Nabilah was born and later on breeded by amazing parents, Ibrahim and Azizah.

Happy Birthday to Myself! :)

amazing eh that my birthday fall on the same day as Hari Keputeraan Agung. haha..Dapat public holiday lagi :p

I had a very wonderful birthday celebration with family and close friends at Bora Asmara (the ambience was so nice and the food was great!). Attendees including my family, Azzril's family and few beautiful friends. Thanks to my lovely fiance for the beautiful celebration.:)

Simple yet memorable.

thanks everyone :)

owh ya..my birthday wish list sudah ada yg granted!! :) mimie and her friend gave me both benefit maybe babe perfume and lotion. thanks dear! :) and my baby is going to give me the painting! yeayyyyyyyy!!!

My Memorable Engagement.01.06.08

2008-06-07T03:48:00.008+08:00

the ring

Alhamdulillah, i have become somebody's fiance. and that somebody is of course my one and only man, who has been supporting me through good and bad times, Azzril Zolhaili.

Yupp, above that is my engagement ring. Dont get mistaken by the ring on the right hands. Those were my mom's. hehehehe. dia memang insisted me to wear her rings, coz according to her, bigger rocks will make me look more beautiful . hehehe..the one on the left side is my ring. i have always wanted a simple but sweet engagement ring. nanti for the wedding baru i mintak yg grand2 k, hun :p

So, the engagement went the whole night, ended with photography session. Well, my family memang terkenal dengan cam-whore attitude, pantang nampak camera. And i'm so glad that Aween was my photographer at that night, and he'll be my forever photographer jgk!err..aween, once popular, dont raise the price for us k?? :P

As promised, I dont want to crap so much. Im sure you guys been wanting to see the pics kan?

I bet some of you might think that this ceremony looks like nikah/bersanding. Well , if the planner is your own mom, this what happened.:) I'll let the pictures tell the story k.you may click to view in larger view.

the beloved ibrahim's clan

sang puteri . . . ha ha ha

his family

thanks so much for coming. i know you guys love me and love you too.:)

uh..couzies..i was the one who came up with this pose :P

tersangat la macam orang dah nikah. :P

nice touch aween. i dont look like nabilah at all :p

i've always wanted to have this kind of gedik girls pose

how do i look? :)

::p.r.e.v.i.e.w::

2008-06-06T03:20:00.003+08:00

Memorable occasion

Hey fellows, i apologize for not having the time to update story and photos on my engagement day yet. but one thing for sure, it was an amazing night and i have loads to share with you ! :)

as for starter, i post one of my favorite photos on that night above. kudos to the photographer, mr Aween.

i promise i'll post another post soon! muahs to you all!

SERENDIPITY

Birthday Wish List..(Datang lagi) :P

Tradisi Turun Temurun :)

Happy birthday!

Lagenda Budak Setan

Starry Starry Night.

for the sake of love.

beyoga. mind.body.soul.

*Two Thousand Nine*

. . .

What do you want me to write in my blog?

and yes.. I'm still alive :)

why can't i have more time in this world??

It's the 'Raya Routine' that i miss ~ ;-)

:~~(

My Qaseh ..

i got no title for this post.

Bagiku, Sungai Nil dan Mesir itu jodoh...

jangan kau menangis~

Lost :-(

Happy Birthday to Ilah ;-)

Happy Birthday Koh Seng

Remember those days?

What I Want for My B'day #4

What I Want for My B'day #3

Yet Another trip . .:p

What I Want for My B'day #2

What I Want for My B'day #1

Cry, tears and such

Birthday Wish List

Nabilah Ibrahim wishes time to stop ticking now . . .

Kadang Kadang Kan . .

It's Saturday :-)

Disappear

The vow

Love It!

On Time is Running Out

Baby Arissa :-(

I'm Yours. . .Mraz ;-)

feeling

the reality

. . .

The bridesmaid story

Learning to Live Again

The story of "Milah"

Chinese New Year Holiday

Happy Birthday Mr Azzril!

On Underestimate

Friends for Life?

Karaoke time!

A whitey day at the park!

Happy Birthday Zaza!

A day of celebration that paid off

Aidiladha

There Will Be Times~

Crazy over Betty's Belicious!

Happy Birthday G jik!

::An Addiction::

~A Fishy Story~

One Fine Evening

On Keyoe and EL Wedding Story

My mom's baju kurung :)

Happy Birthday beloved Mimie

god, give me strength..

Don't sleep away this night my baby. . .

A wedding story again..

i'm gonna be an aunt soon!

My new obsession

Blessed Raya :)

Selamat Hari Raya~

Remembering the good ol' days

Mirna's White Birthday Party

At Last :)

Highlights of Phi Phi trip

We Fell in Love with Krabi : Day 2

We fell in love with Krabi : Day 1

Sneak preview

My review on TechEd 2008 finally came out in TheStar :)

The Get-Away

AIR turning 25 on 25th July :)

Two Thousand Nine